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UGH! k, so LOTS has happened since i last wrote in here.. i don't even remember when that was.. but guess what!? JESSICA FUCKED UP AGAIN!!!!!!! yeah, im not going to go into detail about it becuase parts of it are a bit serious.. and yeah.. i don't want it all to go around. anyways.. i didn't get kicked out of the winch though, my mom decided to pull me from the program becuase i was taking advantage of the freedom and she needs to have me where she can get to me easily and that is at WHS! but im still really uber sad about everything becuase i made some extremely awesome friends up at the winch and i dont know if i'll get to see them again, i'm going to miss them soooo much!!
kentucky [ you seriously were one of my best friends, i know after that thing that happened the first weekend everything kind of changed, but i think we're pretty much back to normal, i'll still marry you if we are both single at 26! ]
slim [ i could always count on you to bring a smile to my face no matter how i was feeling. you made me very happy and i'm so glad i got to meet you and become friends with you. we've had some really good times together and i wish i was able to stay at the winch so i could be with you. *sorry* ]
sylvester [haha i remember you didn't want to be friends with me becuase i yelled at you the first time i met you, but then you gave me a second chance and we became pretty good friends. you're such a funny guy and i'm sorry i "lied" to you. it really wasn't a lie, if i didn't have to leave i would have made the lie be true before the end of the year]
taylor [you spend 5 seconds with this girl and you will fucking love her. you're the funniest person i've ever met. we've had some good times from 9-10 - claire when she thought she broke her leg jumping over the rocks and when i came out of the woods straddling that tree. haha mountain day with kassandra when we were all under the blanket to meet stu, you kept missing your mouth whenever you met stu, and that bird was making that insane noise that we kept hearing on the mountain when we met stu with everyone. good times on the mountain! ]
kassandra [i'm so glad i got to say bye to you! we've had so many good times! you're awesome, you were one of my best friends up at winch and you were such a great friend. i'm sorry i had to leave you!! :( i'll never forget when we went with taylor up that really dark road and we thought someone was behind us so we were freaking out and taylor was getting so mad at us because we were making her really scared, and neither of wanted to be walking on the outside so we were like running. i'll never forget when you poured your drink over nicks head, that was priceless. i hope everything works out between you and mitchell! ]
anna [you were the first girl i became friends this year! you are the most confusing girl i've ever met and you're fucking crazy! im gunna miss you and all your john&titus problems and im going to miss living in yours and julees room!! we've had so so sooo many good times! all those times when i made you listen to that one song over and over again and always singing "put it in my mouthhh!!" that time at dinner with sylvester .. 'you like soy saucce!?' haha he got so confused. we've had some really good talks too, always about our stupid little boy problems. :) thanks for everything.]
claire [haha i'll never forget that one time from 9-10 when we smacked heads running into the woods and we had to try and stay completely quiet becuase mrs christienson was out, then we went through 2 korean girls' window when we thought it was the window into laurens' room. oh god. 'it's me .. JESSICA!' you seriously said that 10 times a day. and that time when we went on the trail before my mom came, i had to make up some bullshit story about how we were looking for your hat, you told my mom how you cut your head so i said something about the hat that we were looking for and you ruined everything becuase you were all like 'uh.. what the hell are you talking about?!' hahah ... you're the coolest lesbian i know! ]
kate [ you're one of the nicest girls i've ever met, thanks so much for being there for me and talking to me after the first weekend thing happened and the monday night thing happened, i really appreciate that ]
chawntell [it was really nice meeting you and playing volleyball with you, and i enjoy having interesting conversations with you online!! haha ]
T.C [ im so glad i met you! we've had some pretty interesting conversations. i'll always remember to wear my pants/shorts a little higher just for you. hahah ohman. and that one time on the OTC with taylor&kassandra and they were talking about that program they went to, we had no idea what they were talking about, and we were getting so confused 'cause they'd bring something up but then be like '... ohhh you guys wouldn't understand that' but then they'd continue talking about it. hehe ]
john kathe [ ahh! you're so insane, i love you! haha when i tried to kiss you. that one time when you were completely fucked and you were mad about anna, everytime you saw me you would hug me and not let go and you tell me all about anna and how i should go and yell at her for making you upset, and then you'd kiss me like you were a french person. but now you and anna are together and you're so cute! i love it!! oh man, you are ridiculous when you're fucked, same with cooney, especially on mountain .. oh my god. you guys were nuts.
cooneyyou and john were awesome. i loved you guys! haha you got mad at me 'cause i drank pretty much all of that shizz even though you had so much more back in your room, and on mountain day.. ohmygod.. you were trying to get down my pants so badly. hahaha. it's okay, 'cause how old am i!? ....... 17!! haha. ]
pat you're fucking hilarious. you&mcgee making movies on mountain day "the winchendon witch project" you would always make up songs and i remember you made me laugh by singing a song about your balls freezing off when i was really upset about johnny :)]
dan [i'll never forget that one time when me and anna were acting all weird and she saw you and yelled "NAIL IT!" we thought it was the funniest thing in the world and you were so confused ]
noah[hahahahahah you're so cool. you fucked that girl and then she was your girlfriend.. even though you knew she was a SLUT, i knew she annoyed you to death! but you were too cool to get rid of her. hahaha it's okay though becuase you're an awesome kid and i would always look forward to the beginning of my math class when you would always come by to see me becuase you just loved me so much! haha mr. christien would always make fun of you because of it. ohmygod. everytime i think of you i just laugh. :) ]
i plan on maybe going up sometime during february vacation to visit them all becuase westborough has different vacas then the winch so they will all still be in school. ...... yeah, so i'm going to miss the winch, even though i completely dreaded it in the beginning.. i'm still gunna miss it. whatever though.. i'm becoming depressed again. too much shit is happening, i know its my fault that all the shit actually happened, but almost every mistake i've made since i've been at the winch has lead to a wayyyy wayy wayyy bigger mistake, which leads to huge problems that i can't deal with. ugh. i have so much to say about what happened that monday, but i can't say it, who ever is reading this would understand so much more if i mentioned it. sorry :o/ .. it has to do with drinking though. you'll find out eventually.. i'll prolly write something about it when everything is hopefully all resolved and done and over with. BLAH!!!!!!!
yeah, this entry was uhm.... interesting.. but whatever i was bored so i decided to write things about people, becuase i like writing about memories becuase i've had some really good memories with these people so i decided to share them, and also, i am awesome! :) hahahaha yeahhhhhhhhhh im going to leave now. xoxoxox
i.miss.my.winch.buddies.<3.xoxo.loveyous.
westborough people -- see ya monday !!! :o)