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rachyl definitely does not have a numb.
no makeup?
today I wrote down things I wanted to type so that I didn't forget. I'm sure I'll come up with some while I'm typing, not feel like the need to write it down, then forget; it'll end up bugging me the rest of the night, but that's okay. I've finally started going to a new church. oh man, it was so good to be with other Christians praising. I mean, worship is worship, I can sing to God on a bus by myself, but it's nice to be back in a church. I don't know if I told you, but I'm not allowed to go back to my original church. well, at least until I'm eighteen. it's nice though, the people are good. some of those pictures are of me and rachyl having a picnic by the pool; we've already started crossing off summer to do things list. I left my second final early today because I was gunna die about. periods are a funny thing, but it's nice because I think I lose weight while I'm on mine. not that I'm worried about it-I just get sick and can't eat anything besides ciabatta bread from panera. I'm ordering in for some pictures from the You Are Beautiful campaign (check out arebeautiful for more info) because I figure that it's about time to stop saying that I'm ugly, that I need to lose weight, and that I'm so disgusting. God made me in His image, and with what I was saying about myself, I'm just calling God an ugly fatty. I can't be doing that, because I sing to Him that He is Beautiful, my Sweet, Sweet Song. ya'll, I have a fricken good life. I've never been a person to denounce my priveledges and blessings, because I've always been aware of them. some things have come to light recently that have just made me praise the Lord for how much He's decided to bless me with. I have a good life and I'm going to soak it all up in my skin and bones. I'm going to take ahold of my youth and climb trees and swim in lakes and run around, even though I hate it. I'm going to spend time on my hair and makeup and I'm going to get up early and stay up late sitting outside. so that's that. tell me your favorite summer plan you have planned so far. you all have a good one.