Here comes the heartbreak....

Jun 21, 2005 20:44

Dear Kory,

I think it's time for me to come out of my oyster shell. I really like you and I know I'm young and Byran's little sister, but thats not going to change the way I feel about you. I've liked you from the start, even if I was immature and such a little girl, but I have grown up strong, and now I can let my feelings flow. I wanted to tell you mouths ago how I felt, but I never got the chance. I guesse I was afraid I would mess up and say something stupied, and I thought you would find it ackward and it would make you feel wired around me this summer, which I dont want that. I no you like Gina, and dont doudt me shes beautiful and so much fun to be around, but I had to tell you before I regret not saying anything at all. I want us to be friends. I wanted to tell you yesterday but you we're too drunk & I was stoned & I new you didn't want me to ruine your fun & say I needed to talk to you, so I backed off like I have been for a longggg time now. Everytime I want to talk to you, your drunk or I'm messed up so I didn't wnat to tell you that way but if it comes that way I well. This was the only way i could get it off my chest until I can get courage to talk to you, and I know you wont see this so it's good for me. Well i'm trying to back off what I wanted to say to you, which is, I love you, and your thinking LOVE? Well its true I have never ever felt like this with anyone before, and I cant stop loving you, and nothings going to change my hearts desire, but your so much older then me...but when you think about it, its like this, when I'm 20 you'll be 23. This is probably really pathedice, but I had to say something before I regret not saying anything at all. So I'm just letting my heart open and I hope you well understand my feelings for you, before I break down & cry like I have been for a longg time now. I guesse I'm going to have to make it threw this heartbreak that i've tried to hold on to for so longg So I pray that you'll understand how I feel.

From Rosemary♥

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