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The five that keep me moving....forever and always....
Taken By: Katie Bykowski
Jordan- I realized how much this little boy matters to me. Yeah I have always known that he did but honestly without him life just wouldn't be the same. Well without any of my nieces or nephews it would be so different but he was the first to come into my life and honestly always will be my baby boy. He hugs me when I cry and he wont leave me. He makes me laugh more than ever. His smile and laugh just makes my day 10x's better. He may be a little brat but he is also the sweetest most adorable little four year old around. He is smarter than you could imagine and can figure things out easily. I love him more than life it's self. He makes me keep going. He shows me meaning.
Sandra- This was my number two. She was about two an a half when she was really around me a lot. I love her to death. I dont see her nearly as often as I see Jordan and Aadyn but when I do I love it. To see her face light up and her come running to me just makes everything better. She asks so many questions. She also whats to know whats going on. She always tries to be the boss...Sometimes yeah it makes me angry but other times it is funny. Her smile can light up anyday. Her laugh just makes me what to laugh and smile. She will always sit with me if I am upset. Just sit on my lap and ask whats the matter. She is only four but already cares about everyone and everything. Her eyes are so bright and always stand out to anyone who mets her. She keeps me alive. I love her more than anything and yeah she may not be my blood niece but I hanestly dont care about being blood related. She is my niece forever and always.
Evelyn- The little girl in the backround with her head circled I have known for almost two years. She is also my step-niece but as I said I dont care. She is my niece. I only see her every other weekend. She lives with her mom and her mom doesnt deserve her. This little girl is almost five and has gone through a lot. She is strong and she always makes things easier to get through. She is always smiling or laughing as hard as she can. She could bright up anyones day no matter what. She has already learned to keep to her self with things. She is indepent for the most part anyways. Just seeing her mom stupid mistakes has taught her so much. She deserve so much more than the mother she has. She deserve to leave with my brother in law( her dad) and my sister. They love and care about her so much. She gets attention when shes there. Yet she craves attention she understands that she cant always have it. I love her so much. She teaches me so much. She shows that just because your little doesnt mean that you can't amke it on your own.
Aadyn- My number four. My Aadyn. He is the smartest one year old I know. He knows some sign language, talks, walks, and is just so smart. He is a pretty happy baby as long as his daddy is around. He normally always catch him trying to copy you. You love to make fun of what people do and just act like everyone. He loves to yell and smile. He loves walking and talking. He came into my life when I needed it most. When I saw him I knew everything would turn out fine. I knew everything would work out. He is so tiny yet the oldest of all the babies I know. He makes life worth while. I love you more than life...He means everything to me.
Logan- My little blue eyed red head baby boy. I am attached to this one. His laugh is the most adorable laugh ever. His smile could make the most depressed person ever a least smile a little. He is the youngest. Logan has gone through so much already and he is barley one. Whooping cough, about 6 double ear infections, tubes in his ears and yet he still might go deaf. He is strong and keeps pushing himself. Yes I know he is one but he has come close to dying. During the pregnancy and with his whooping cough at one month old. His laugh shows me the enjoyment in life. He shows me that just because things are bad even for awhile someway or another they will get better. And that I will beable to make it through no matter what. I love him with everything.
I love these five childern with everything that I am. They may be small but they have taught me so much. Honeslty you would be surprised how much little kids can teach you. Yes my friends have taught me a lot to but, these five are always there and will always be here. They are everything to me.I know that it is kinda out of no where that I just put an entry about my nieces and nephews in here but yeah. Things arent the best right now. I am still sick, I haven't seen Kylee in a week and honestly I am so scared that I might lose her, and Justin leave for a year soon. But I will keep pushing just to see these five smile, to hear them laugh. To watch them grow up....The five that keep me moving....forever and always....
Taken By: Katie Bykowski
Jordan- I realized how much this little boy matters to me. Yeah I have always known that he did but honestly without him life just wouldn't be the same. Well without any of my nieces or nephews it would be so different but he was the first to come into my life and honestly always will be my baby boy. He hugs me when I cry and he wont leave me. He makes me laugh more than ever. His smile and laugh just makes my day 10x's better. He may be a little brat but he is also the sweetest most adorable little four year old around. He is smarter than you could imagine and can figure things out easily. I love him more than life it's self. He makes me keep going. He shows me meaning.
Sandra- This was my number two. She was about two an a half when she was really around me a lot. I love her to death. I dont see her nearly as often as I see Jordan and Aadyn but when I do I love it. To see her face light up and her come running to me just makes everything better. She asks so many questions. She also whats to know whats going on. She always tries to be the boss...Sometimes yeah it makes me angry but other times it is funny. Her smile can light up anyday. Her laugh just makes me what to laugh and smile. She will always sit with me if I am upset. Just sit on my lap and ask whats the matter. She is only four but already cares about everyone and everything. Her eyes are so bright and always stand out to anyone who mets her. She keeps me alive. I love her more than anything and yeah she may not be my blood niece but I hanestly dont care about being blood related. She is my niece forever and always.
Evelyn- The little girl in the backround with her head circled I have known for almost two years. She is also my step-niece but as I said I dont care. She is my niece. I only see her every other weekend. She lives with her mom and her mom doesnt deserve her. This little girl is almost five and has gone through a lot. She is strong and she always makes things easier to get through. She is always smiling or laughing as hard as she can. She could bright up anyones day no matter what. She has already learned to keep to her self with things. She is indepent for the most part anyways. Just seeing her mom stupid mistakes has taught her so much. She deserve so much more than the mother she has. She deserve to leave with my brother in law( her dad) and my sister. They love and care about her so much. She gets attention when shes there. Yet she craves attention she understands that she cant always have it. I love her so much. She teaches me so much. She shows that just because your little doesnt mean that you can't amke it on your own.
Aadyn- My number four. My Aadyn. He is the smartest one year old I know. He knows some sign language, talks, walks, and is just so smart. He is a pretty happy baby as long as his daddy is around. He normally always catch him trying to copy you. You love to make fun of what people do and just act like everyone. He loves to yell and smile. He loves walking and talking. He came into my life when I needed it most. When I saw him I knew everything would turn out fine. I knew everything would work out. He is so tiny yet the oldest of all the babies I know. He makes life worth while. I love you more than life...He means everything to me.
Logan- My little blue eyed red head baby boy. I am attached to this one. His laugh is the most adorable laugh ever. His smile could make the most depressed person ever a least smile a little. He is the youngest. Logan has gone through so much already and he is barley one. Whooping cough, about 6 double ear infections, tubes in his ears and yet he still might go deaf. He is strong and keeps pushing himself. Yes I know he is one but he has come close to dying. During the pregnancy and with his whooping cough at one month old. His laugh shows me the enjoyment in life. He shows me that just because things are bad even for awhile someway or another they will get better. And that I will beable to make it through no matter what. I love him with everything.
I love these five childern with everything that I am. They may be small but they have taught me so much. Honeslty you would be surprised how much little kids can teach you. Yes my friends have taught me a lot to but, these five are always there and will always be here. They are everything to me.I know that it is kinda out of no where that I just put an entry about my nieces and nephews in here but yeah. Things arent the best right now. I am still sick, I haven't seen Kylee in a week and honestly I am so scared that I might lose her, and Justin leave for a year soon. But I will keep pushing just to see these five smile, to hear them laugh. To watch them grow up....The five that keep me moving....forever and always....