so you know that you're never on your own.
Wow, it's been awhile. I'm not overly sure why i'm even updteing, seeing as no one reads this.I'm thinking of turning it into more of an on line personal journal and who ever reads it reads it.I'll have to see.
So anthony's gone again. :( It pretty much sucks a lot. Every time he leaves it's like I'm completely alone. Without him i have no one. Yeah, i've got my few friends but i can honestly say very few of them mean as much to me as he does. And to think of all the bullshit i've put him through, all the times i've taken him for granted. It makes me self-esteem go into the negatives. But i guess i need to just sort of start over. it's a new year. i'm putting all that behind me and starting new. Hopefully i can apply my "new found enlightenment" to everything in my life, school, goals and such. Whatever i'm going to see how things go.
on another note. A new semester starts soon. I'm really excited for that too. This semester i have a super jam packed schedule! I have a feeling things are going to get really chaotic.
Gah.
And for once I can feel the touch completely
And I need it.
I need to
Just be near you.
And, oh, for a moment
I could want nothing.
So anthony's gone again. :( It pretty much sucks a lot. Every time he leaves it's like I'm completely alone. Without him i have no one. Yeah, i've got my few friends but i can honestly say very few of them mean as much to me as he does. And to think of all the bullshit i've put him through, all the times i've taken him for granted. It makes me self-esteem go into the negatives. But i guess i need to just sort of start over. it's a new year. i'm putting all that behind me and starting new. Hopefully i can apply my "new found enlightenment" to everything in my life, school, goals and such. Whatever i'm going to see how things go.
on another note. A new semester starts soon. I'm really excited for that too. This semester i have a super jam packed schedule! I have a feeling things are going to get really chaotic.
Gah.
And for once I can feel the touch completely
And I need it.
I need to
Just be near you.
And, oh, for a moment
I could want nothing.