Mar 18, 2005 14:38
Yeah...today basically rocked. 1st and 2nd period sucked as usual but 3rd and 4th we didnt do like anything, and Chemistry is officially my favorite class. Mr Polite is awesome. He told me he thought I was a bitch when he first met me last year cause I used to hang out outside of Wanats class, and he was like, I didnt know you were so nice. But for some reason, most peoples first impression of me is that i'm a bitch, i dont know why. maybe I do. But I'm not a bitch to people I like.
I am getting really annoyed, and like discusted. Lets just say theres this guy hitting on me that I really don't want him to be. Eiw. He calls me all the time and its just gross and today he was like "So kaitlyn, I gotta ask you something, are you 'faithful to your man'" and then jeni came and saved me and showed me her new belly ring so i was happy...but I told that I was so maybe he'll leave me alone. I hope.
So last night, I guess I was being "stupid" thats what scott was telling everyone. That I was bitching about nothing. Everything just kinda like came into my head, and he's always like talking about having sex and blahblahblah, dont get me wrong, I talk about it too, but it makes me wonder, if someone who has never even HAD sex talks about it so much, then what is it gonna be like when he actually does it. Thats gonna be all he wants and talks about. I talked to Chris A today too and he was like yeah, me and eric shit on him all the time cause he's still a virgin and stuff...so thats another thing, maybe he just wants to so hes not a virgin. But the main thing is, he doesnt want to cause he cares abuot me. I know that much. So what I am doing is going as long as I can without having sex....that way I can see if thats all he cares about. He doesnt love me.
Okay Ill be done bitching.
Advice? Comments?