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not to bitch AGAIN but...
This semester is spiraling out of control. It seems like everything that could possibly go wrong, is. Not just for me either, for everyone.
Everyone is fucking miserable and nothing is the same.
Just a little rundown.. I'm getting my wisdom teeth and they hurt soo bad. PLUS I've been god-awful sick the past few days and it makes me miserable. Last night was fucking horrible, there was a huge drunken blowout with my roommates and my roommates' boyfriend and it was terrible. Today everything was incredibly awkward. I coudln't even stay here today, it was awful. And I overanalyze EVERYTHING. I swear it's my biggest flaw. I can't DROP anything. Why can't I be laid back and care free? It's just not in my cards I guess. You see, I've begun to doubt myself, my looks, my personality, sense of humor... everything. Apparently I'm completely insecure and it's really kind of scary, it scares me at least. I'm assuming this is just a little phase and things will look up soon. I hope so, for everyone's sake.
This semester is spiraling out of control. It seems like everything that could possibly go wrong, is. Not just for me either, for everyone.
Everyone is fucking miserable and nothing is the same.
Just a little rundown.. I'm getting my wisdom teeth and they hurt soo bad. PLUS I've been god-awful sick the past few days and it makes me miserable. Last night was fucking horrible, there was a huge drunken blowout with my roommates and my roommates' boyfriend and it was terrible. Today everything was incredibly awkward. I coudln't even stay here today, it was awful. And I overanalyze EVERYTHING. I swear it's my biggest flaw. I can't DROP anything. Why can't I be laid back and care free? It's just not in my cards I guess. You see, I've begun to doubt myself, my looks, my personality, sense of humor... everything. Apparently I'm completely insecure and it's really kind of scary, it scares me at least. I'm assuming this is just a little phase and things will look up soon. I hope so, for everyone's sake.