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and besides everything I just said in that last entry.
i've realized that yes, what i have had shoved down my throat since preschool is true.
i dont actually have to be skinny and pretty, and i dont have to try so hard to please people.
Could I say fuck all of you guys, and just hideaway and forget all about pleasing the people i normally do?
sure
BUT
that being said
the only thing i'm really good at is bullshitting, acting, singing, and sucking up.
and it all culminates in me being in the Miss Teen Bay County Pageant. which, does in fact, require me to be skinny and pretty.
Could I say fuck all of you guys, and just hideaway and forget all about pleasing the people i normally do?
sure
Go figure.
i've realized that yes, what i have had shoved down my throat since preschool is true.
i dont actually have to be skinny and pretty, and i dont have to try so hard to please people.
Could I say fuck all of you guys, and just hideaway and forget all about pleasing the people i normally do?
sure
BUT
that being said
the only thing i'm really good at is bullshitting, acting, singing, and sucking up.
and it all culminates in me being in the Miss Teen Bay County Pageant. which, does in fact, require me to be skinny and pretty.
Could I say fuck all of you guys, and just hideaway and forget all about pleasing the people i normally do?
sure
Go figure.