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today was the famous baycity firworks finale night. it was 45 minutes of pure chemicallly-induced lighting brilliance.
or at least it was supposed to be 45 minutes but why would i know.?
I was making out with a taken boy.
Taylor was his name, an Irish red headed boy and although me and him have flirted much too often since the beggining of the year, it has come out only once before this in an actual action and that was on the register at 5:00 pm in my highschool stairway.
tonight though, he had a girlfriend. a girl from western, our rival school.
she was apparently there somewhere at the fair, but when you have a crowd of over 10,000 people in an EXTREMELY small area, you just are never going to find a person in that place.
now lets ignore the fact that i had come there with kota and elle, because the reason i got alone with taylor was because elle and kota wanted to ride the ferris wheel so they could "talk". so i left with him to the edge of the river, which was useless to try and find any privacy because people get there as early as 7:00 in the morning just to claim the perfectspot to watch the fireworks. but we found an unoccupied bench in the strangest spot ever, and we sat down and just talked for a second or two, mostly me complaing about my sore throat(I had ridden the zipper twice, and my desire to scare the people in line with skin-prickling screams over-ruled my desire to save my vocal throats.) and him saying he could sooth it for me. then he did a classic taylor move that im very used to, where he did this thing with his mouth and face that begged for akiss.
so i kissed him and i kissed his cheek and then layed my head on his shoulder, wishing i knew why he did this.
then he kissed me and then we continued. we walked back to find elle and we walked between 2 RV's and i stopped and pretty much pushed him against one of them and just... i dont know where i thought i was going with this, all i knew was that it had been a long time since anyone had kissed me, and i was going to make sure it lasted.
he was a better kisser than i remembered.
but then we couldnt find elle or kota and we went under the bridge and sat at the top so he could smoke, but he put it out quickly because i was afraid of the cops finding us. we found a spot in the back of the baseball feild and watched the fireworks, me trying to keep myself from going nuts and dragging him away to do something i didnt want to.
because he had a girlfriend,
and i took it too far already.
or at least it was supposed to be 45 minutes but why would i know.?
I was making out with a taken boy.
Taylor was his name, an Irish red headed boy and although me and him have flirted much too often since the beggining of the year, it has come out only once before this in an actual action and that was on the register at 5:00 pm in my highschool stairway.
tonight though, he had a girlfriend. a girl from western, our rival school.
she was apparently there somewhere at the fair, but when you have a crowd of over 10,000 people in an EXTREMELY small area, you just are never going to find a person in that place.
now lets ignore the fact that i had come there with kota and elle, because the reason i got alone with taylor was because elle and kota wanted to ride the ferris wheel so they could "talk". so i left with him to the edge of the river, which was useless to try and find any privacy because people get there as early as 7:00 in the morning just to claim the perfectspot to watch the fireworks. but we found an unoccupied bench in the strangest spot ever, and we sat down and just talked for a second or two, mostly me complaing about my sore throat(I had ridden the zipper twice, and my desire to scare the people in line with skin-prickling screams over-ruled my desire to save my vocal throats.) and him saying he could sooth it for me. then he did a classic taylor move that im very used to, where he did this thing with his mouth and face that begged for akiss.
so i kissed him and i kissed his cheek and then layed my head on his shoulder, wishing i knew why he did this.
then he kissed me and then we continued. we walked back to find elle and we walked between 2 RV's and i stopped and pretty much pushed him against one of them and just... i dont know where i thought i was going with this, all i knew was that it had been a long time since anyone had kissed me, and i was going to make sure it lasted.
he was a better kisser than i remembered.
but then we couldnt find elle or kota and we went under the bridge and sat at the top so he could smoke, but he put it out quickly because i was afraid of the cops finding us. we found a spot in the back of the baseball feild and watched the fireworks, me trying to keep myself from going nuts and dragging him away to do something i didnt want to.
because he had a girlfriend,
and i took it too far already.