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Apr 14, 2004 21:22

Wow my parents are being REAL gay I want to get home like somewhat early on Sunday so I can hang out with Stephen. And my dad yelled at me and made me cry. Ughl I hate it whenhe makes me cry. It makes me feel really really low. He was saying stuff like 'youre soo selfish' 'you arent greatful' 'you take everything for granted' and Im like sorry? And he just like walked off. All I asked was a simple question and he could have just said no. He doesnt realize how much I love and miss Stephen. Im scared to tell him that I do. Either one of two options would happen...
1. He would think Im weird and say something weird back to me.
2. He would get mad and yell at me and not give me the time of day to even explain why I do.

So yea thats what would happen. I dont know if I could tell my mom either. My mom would most likely be a litle mroe understanding than my dad but she would probably thing Im to young or think that Im having sex, which she has every right, because I am. Not that I would tell her that but heh. Yea...um I dont know what to do. I think the only reason I cried when my dad yelled at me is becuase I miss Stephen soo much and Sunday would be my only hope to see him before school starts and he pretty much squished my hopes on that one. So yea. I had an excellent time with Kaitlin these last two days. Ive really been missn her and yea it was great fun.

<3
Morgan
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