today was definitely not the best day
+NOTHING.
-i made varsity volleyball, which is good, but it doesn't mean I'M good...the only reason i made it was because i'm "coachable" which means i learn really quickly. whoop de doo. doesn't get me very far in the actual game. or during one and half hours of practice games where i completely embarrass myself.
-my mom and brother are PSYCHO/INSANE/whatever you want to call it. they fight too much and try to get me involved and all i want to do is eat a fucking hot dog in peace. god damn.
-i haven't actually been able to hang out with someone other than my family [cool?] for a week. it's really getting to me. I NEED TO GET OUT. thank god for saturday night.
<3comments might make me feel a little better. a little.