Goodbye My lover, Goodbye my friend.
Ive neglected my journal for so long now.
On purpose too.
I didnt want to have reminders of whats been going on
but now It seems this journal is all I have left.
Every close friendship I have had has some how drastically changed.
I am not close to anybody anymore.
With the exception of Destiny.
She is the one person that really does know everything.
Someone who I called my "bestfriend" has completely pushed me away
& I tell myself & everyone else "Ill be okay", "Its not that big of a deal",
But really its killing me inside. I blame myself without even knowing if I had to do with the reasoning behind it.
I have a job now.
I work at Lane Bryant.
Its fun & Im actually happy working there.
I couldnt have asked for a better first job.
Um my V-card is no more.
Yeah theres so much more but I dont have the time nor
the patience to write it all.
I hope everyone is doing okay.
<3