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I got a job at American Eagle.

other than that, today got kind of hard.
I think that is why I am dreading my bed.

When I lay myself to sleep what will I pray for?
Do I fear that my ears will fall deaf
to that gracious still small voice,
as my heart and my mouth beg for Love's kingdom to come
and Love's will to be done?

Will my deafness lead to a desire for control?
I know that when I try to make my kingdom come,
I am left with a wilting despair
for I know that I was unable to decipher
Love's still small voice.