sleep who needs it?
He took one look at me, and he said "you really do look like you're getting better, and maybe you'll be even better than before." But I still have derealization, and I still don't feel completely better, but I didn't want to ruin the moment, so I didn't say a word.
It's tough being me lately, but no one will ever understand unless they experience derealization themselves for a long long time..
So I guess I was right from the very beginning--Blake and Jordin were my favorites and they both made it to the finale. I preferred Blake over Jordin but oh well. Jordin won because has a better voice. But Blake is really unique and diverse and I just love him. But I was watching an interview with him and he's like I don't feel like a loser, I feel like a winner. He's such a confident man! I'd be happy if I was him anyways because Jordin and him both got their own mustang. Lucky bastards. I bet the past American Idol contestants are pissed they never won mustangs lol.
Well I'm off to sleep. I hope I get better. I have to work tomorrow. Yipee.
Nite!
It's tough being me lately, but no one will ever understand unless they experience derealization themselves for a long long time..
So I guess I was right from the very beginning--Blake and Jordin were my favorites and they both made it to the finale. I preferred Blake over Jordin but oh well. Jordin won because has a better voice. But Blake is really unique and diverse and I just love him. But I was watching an interview with him and he's like I don't feel like a loser, I feel like a winner. He's such a confident man! I'd be happy if I was him anyways because Jordin and him both got their own mustang. Lucky bastards. I bet the past American Idol contestants are pissed they never won mustangs lol.
Well I'm off to sleep. I hope I get better. I have to work tomorrow. Yipee.
Nite!