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notre dame homecoming would have been nice. too bad i'm retarded.
i am turning over a new leaf.
i just realized what i miss more than anything. based on a true story shows. okay so i only went to two, but they were fun. i was listening to the audition and since the singer of boats sings for the audition now i was thinking about their shows. they were so fun.
ajhncdmgfshurn. i miss a lot of things right now.
the best part of my night was getting the new cartel and silverstein cds plus the old spill canvas cd again. thank you sam and emily.
yeah so i've edited this entry like 92093 times. oh well.
i guess i am the kind of person to think that your music selection reflects your personality.
and my music taste has changed alot.
i wish i had my camera right now.
and i cant wait to show you that i can be a good person.
and i wish my mom would stop thinking im such a problem child.
even though i am.
and i wish i never went into the woods last friday.
and i wish that i had a little backbone.
and i wish that i was better at apologizing.
and i wish i didn't lie so much.
and i wish more than anything that i didn't start smoking.
there was no reason at all for me to start except to impress people.
someone that will go unnamed once said this to me:
"if you don't want people to know about something you did, maybe you shouldn't have done it at all."
of course at the time i thought that was so dumb.
but it really makes a lot of sense now.
and i'm going to try and make that my motto now.
i wish there was some type of rehab for kids who are just stupid.
i would go to that for sure.
you have no idea how much i wish i could take back these past few weeks.
i decided im going to make my journal public now becuase of my new motto.
i love you all. ♥
and ps. i apologize because from now on im going to have more of these lame entries and less entries of me saying what i did over the weekend because a) i probably won't be able to hang out with many of friends any more because they're grounded, they're not allowed to hang out with me or im not allowed to hang out with them, or they are mad at me. b)i have more things to say right now about how am i feeling c) no one really gives a crap about what i did over the weekend
i am turning over a new leaf.
i just realized what i miss more than anything. based on a true story shows. okay so i only went to two, but they were fun. i was listening to the audition and since the singer of boats sings for the audition now i was thinking about their shows. they were so fun.
ajhncdmgfshurn. i miss a lot of things right now.
the best part of my night was getting the new cartel and silverstein cds plus the old spill canvas cd again. thank you sam and emily.
yeah so i've edited this entry like 92093 times. oh well.
i guess i am the kind of person to think that your music selection reflects your personality.
and my music taste has changed alot.
i wish i had my camera right now.
and i cant wait to show you that i can be a good person.
and i wish my mom would stop thinking im such a problem child.
even though i am.
and i wish i never went into the woods last friday.
and i wish that i had a little backbone.
and i wish that i was better at apologizing.
and i wish i didn't lie so much.
and i wish more than anything that i didn't start smoking.
there was no reason at all for me to start except to impress people.
someone that will go unnamed once said this to me:
"if you don't want people to know about something you did, maybe you shouldn't have done it at all."
of course at the time i thought that was so dumb.
but it really makes a lot of sense now.
and i'm going to try and make that my motto now.
i wish there was some type of rehab for kids who are just stupid.
i would go to that for sure.
you have no idea how much i wish i could take back these past few weeks.
i decided im going to make my journal public now becuase of my new motto.
i love you all. ♥
and ps. i apologize because from now on im going to have more of these lame entries and less entries of me saying what i did over the weekend because a) i probably won't be able to hang out with many of friends any more because they're grounded, they're not allowed to hang out with me or im not allowed to hang out with them, or they are mad at me. b)i have more things to say right now about how am i feeling c) no one really gives a crap about what i did over the weekend