Oct 03, 2006 19:30
I want to run screaming into the night
I never wanna look back
I feel like everything is agasint me
And no one is on my side
Im oversesnitive
I picked a fight for the very sake of it
to vent
over nothing
I shouldnt have been hurt by what he did. But I was. I really fucking was. Im clingy, thats my fault not his. But Im still allowed to cry about it, right?
This time its her fault. Im all better now. Im being grown-up. A grown-up 15 year old. Now its her turn.
I wont cut, I wont I wont I wont
I wont smoke, I wont I wont I wont
Ill I can do is cry
And Ive done it too much latly
Cry
as in
Trying not to cry so you are silent as tears roll down your cheaks and on to your hands, your lap.
Im sorry for this entry
But i couldnt think of what else to do
I might have exploded if I didnt get it all down
Please dont judge
Please dont be nasty
Please understand that this is raw, genuine, EMOtion