Feb 18, 2005 23:37
how do you make a 35 in art class?!?!?! ahh, well, i obviously am cool enough to do just that. great. now im on "restriction." w00t. not.
well, things have been crazy. im getting lazy. and no one seems to care. except mom, who gets stressed and thinks its all her fault. sometimes, i just need a slap in the face and be told "HOLYSHITWHATAREYOUTHINKING. THISISBAAAD. THINKABOUTCOLLEGE." y'know?! god. i wish i had a twin that would do just that. hmm. oh well.
had another person tell me that tori looks like me. wow. its weird how so many people tell me that. i wonder if they tell her too?... hummm.
went to a partay tonight. just got back from there. it was fun. my back has been thrown out for like the past 3 days, so i ended up going to dr seigler. he calls himself "the renegade" and believes my uncle is part of a conspiracy because hes redoing the building (its palatka's version of a strip mall. but not. its got a consignment shop, a place being renovated into an ac place and a chiropractic office. woopdidoo.) my leg is still numb, i still have a headache, and i think im in shock, like he said i might be in. he said you cant characterize it by normal shock symptoms. whatever. blah. i think its a pinched nerve. i wish i could drive. id drive myself to the hospital. it hurts, although i cant feel it. i know it does. it feels painful/ticklich/tingly when i move my foot. (the pincheed nerve is in my pevis/hip area, making my left leg NUMB. blahh.)
i keep missing random words tonight. and lately. like...helpping and linking verbs. and articles, too. but not only in my writing, but when i speak.. and i keep spelling things worng. LIKE THAT. argh. and ill say it the same way. god i piss myself off.
oh yes, more about the party. it was my friend Angela's. it was really cool because it was all the coolsters from out here. it was awesome because it wasnt many people. there were 3 girls and..like 6 or 7 guys. so fun. one kid was hott. and we were hitting on each other too. i was sitting in his lap a lot haha. and he was feeling on my leg, which i couldn't feel. he told me i was hott, which i havent heard in quite some time. whoo go me. *brownie points for joseph!* haha im a dumbass. anyway, we went to some "haunted house". which i didnt believe it was haunted at first. joe (the kid) broke a window, and jack was attempting to climb in through another, which was unlocked or some bull shit. we brung a bunch of flash lights when we finally got the door opened (i just realized it was locked at first. then it wasnt.. hmm) so we could see around. there was all kinds of stuff in there, which we thought about jacking. then some one saw the light. a night light. in the corner. of the house. THERE WAS POWER. i was like holyshitomgsomeoneisinhereandtheyaregonnashootmyass. AHH. so i ran out. and then everyone else got freaked out and ran after me. haha. we still dont know if some one lived there. we ended up finding out there were potatos, maraschino cherries and chocolate in the fridge. exciting. we also found sex books. SEX BOOKS. one was "the laws of making sex" MAKING SEX hahahhaha. and they were like looking around in it for the pics. woop woop. hahaha. later on, we went back there to get them, because we were all going stark raving mad for some porn. haha. so when we went, me joe bradley and seth went up to the door. it was locked. looooocked. and there was a note on the door. it read "COURTESY NOTE" original. freeking original. no one knew what it meant, so we got freaked out because no one had been back there, and we left the door unlocked. we screamed and ran back to angela's house, listening to music and trying to hook up. i love spring/winter parties. you know, the ones where everyones hormones are raging, and you actually have an excuse to huddle up to some random hott kid. its body heat, yo. duhh.
thats about it for me.
♥ Jessie Bear