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WARNING: if youre not in the mood for bitching and complaining, you may want to skip over this entry.
im so sick of life right now. i feel like i just wasted the last two months. i tried so hard to make my skin look better, and what do i get? nothing. of course. i get nothing.
i hate looking at girls with perfect skin. im so jealous. its been 7 years so far and im still now where near nice looking skin. life's such a bitch sometimes.
tonight mom and i had a great night & she decided to end it by yelling at me when i tried talking to her. lovely.
im sick to my stomach right now. my skin is getting out of control and im going crazy. i cant take this anymore. i figured id crack sometime.
im in debt right now and its driving me insane. i owe people money and i hate that. i guess its a good thing that im missing out on an awesome vacation with one of my best friends to work my ass off so i can pay people back. oh well.
im seriously grossed out by myself. i hate this.
if you actually read all of this, im not looking for sympathy, i just needed to vent.
p.s. big girls DO cry.
im so sick of life right now. i feel like i just wasted the last two months. i tried so hard to make my skin look better, and what do i get? nothing. of course. i get nothing.
i hate looking at girls with perfect skin. im so jealous. its been 7 years so far and im still now where near nice looking skin. life's such a bitch sometimes.
tonight mom and i had a great night & she decided to end it by yelling at me when i tried talking to her. lovely.
im sick to my stomach right now. my skin is getting out of control and im going crazy. i cant take this anymore. i figured id crack sometime.
im in debt right now and its driving me insane. i owe people money and i hate that. i guess its a good thing that im missing out on an awesome vacation with one of my best friends to work my ass off so i can pay people back. oh well.
im seriously grossed out by myself. i hate this.
if you actually read all of this, im not looking for sympathy, i just needed to vent.
p.s. big girls DO cry.