feelin a little bit down
so last night didn't feel right, and i wasn't in a good mood for some reason, then i talked to my dad;
he told me that my aunt laurie died. she had been diagnosed with the same type of cancer about four months after my mom had been. her cancer was a lot worse. my mom never complained of pain and was only bed ridden for the 11 days that she was in a coma. my aunt couldn't feed herself, go to the bathroom on her own, and went blind. she moaned all the time and cried, her kids eventually stopped visiting her. i think that's horrible. if i had seen my mom in that ammount of pain it would have been so much worse, but now they're both in heaven. now i know how hard it is to find words to explain how sorry you feel for someone, i know exactly how her daughters are feeling right now, its unexplainable. i really wish i could talk to my mom.
it's raining today,
it rained when my mom passed away too.
rest in peace.
he told me that my aunt laurie died. she had been diagnosed with the same type of cancer about four months after my mom had been. her cancer was a lot worse. my mom never complained of pain and was only bed ridden for the 11 days that she was in a coma. my aunt couldn't feed herself, go to the bathroom on her own, and went blind. she moaned all the time and cried, her kids eventually stopped visiting her. i think that's horrible. if i had seen my mom in that ammount of pain it would have been so much worse, but now they're both in heaven. now i know how hard it is to find words to explain how sorry you feel for someone, i know exactly how her daughters are feeling right now, its unexplainable. i really wish i could talk to my mom.
it's raining today,
it rained when my mom passed away too.
rest in peace.