silence.
my computer monitor broke and i am way too lazy to try and figure out how to plug in the speakers for this old computer monitor i am using right now. if i was a smart girl and saved all my money i could probably be using a new laptop instead of this stupid computer but i didn't save and now will have to wait about a month. anyway, i am too lazy to put on a cd and i just realized i put my stereo in the most unconvenient place in my room. so i can't listen to any music right now except for in my car .. hence the subject of my journal. i'm so bored. i have a headache. i'm lazy. i need to get in the shower. i don't want to work tomorrow because one of the girls deserves to be fired because she is an idiot. two of my friends are stupid, well i thought one of them was actually my friend but apparently he's not. i don't feel like answering my phone to one of them. which will eventually lead to her not calling me anymore. which i think is what i want to happen. i've made new friends and plan on keeping those. i opened my mouth and i don't regret one word that came out of it but i think it did no good. everyone's opinions are driving me crazy. people that come into my room and move my stuff are driving me crazy. money is driving me crazy. my boyfriend lacking money is driving me crazy because then i have to lend him money. ask your mom for crying out loud! or do your taxes and get your return already, geez. my dog barking incessantly is driving me insane. i guess a puppy does not fit into the equation right now. my room is hot, and i am realizing summer is around the corner and this does not make me any happier. i don't like what my dad made for dinner tonight, thats probably why i don't stay home for dinner and that's probably why he doesn't make dinner when i am home. i feel like eating a burrito from chipotle or a hot dog from pinks. i can't believe my friend told me we were only friends through a mutual friend when all this time i thought we were just friends .. it really hurt and he told me this a month ago but it still stings. it's like whatever though i don't care enough to tell him so i guess i don't care, right? am i freaking weird for thinking cheating on your boyfriend is slutty? last time i checked it was pretty wrong. i hate when girls are friends with guys but can't be one of the guys and act overly flirtacious and annoying. i hate that my boyfriend is obsessed with stupid games!! and that he gets mad at me when i get mad at him .. like i am never supposed to get mad about anything. i really like peach rings. i really really want it to be monday alreadys so i can go see explosions and eat hot dogs. i really enjoyed the foo fighters concert last wednesday and dave grohl is hot. i love guys with long hair, why am i with a guy with short hair?