May 09, 2006 18:27
i couldn't do it.
i was a no show.
and i walked into my room, just now, and peggie bought a bike,
and her things are being piled into corners, and things are off the walls,
and it's not like she is here.
it's not like i am here, or do i just never leave this place pretty much?
right?
and i am a no show to anywhere i want to be a show.
i want to show
i want to show my
IN THE AFTER NOON FLOWERS
CATS CRAWL
i want to shout
MOTHER PLEASE DON'T GET ANGRY
and say
MY BROTHER TELLS ME IT'S A DRAGON.
i am such a no show and no one recognizes me i am just so unrecognazable?
or maybe they were just too drunk,
so why drink if you cannot remmeber anything later?
no i gues i just do not have that glow
or magic that i hear i do!
and i have julien and eternal and donkey and sunshine and boy staring at me right from that shelf, while my eternal, my julien, my sunshine, my donkey, my BOY(girl) tells me she has been cooking.