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I'm reminded on a daily basis how stupid 99% of people are and I still can't figure out why I've yet to become a hermit. I really don't like people. I barely associate with anyone who I don't have to through work or school at this point. I spend all my extra time with Noah because he seems to be one of the few rational and worthy people in the immediate area. I'm very compelled to just find some cave in the woods and hide with him there forever because I'm tired of pretending I care. I've basically given up driving to visit anyone outside of my family because of lack of funds and energy. None of the people I'm meeting really seem to be redeeming the human race. I'm tired of how selfish and ugly everyone is. I'd like to meet just a handful of good people before I give up completely. I don't even want to spend time with the people I already do know and like a lot of the time because I'm just over people in general. I'm not really sure what to do about it because I'm going to crack and explode on someone and it's not going to be pretty.
I just don't know what to say to anyone anymore because everything I say and do is wrong.
I just don't know what to say to anyone anymore because everything I say and do is wrong.