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So Dave only can get on the internet like once every three or four days, feels like two weeks every time, to be honest with you. He told me that he's talking to his parents tonight about possibly moving back in with them for a few months to save up money and find a job in the Boston area so that he can get a work visa and move here. Before when he suggested moving here I fought him on it, saying it was silly and too risky and all of that. That's before I realized how much we'd miss each other once he left. I've been pining over him like crazy and days feel like weeks. I can't see myself with anyone else right now. My stupid little crushes are more or less and attempt at a distraction than legit feelings for other people. At the end of the day I'm thinking about him. From the sounds of it, he's just as miserable without me. So I stopped fighting him on it and I told him that I hope he can pull it off. I would then try to find a nice one bedroom to share with just him, or a two bedroom to share with him and someone else. This whole time that I've been searching for apartments I've been wishing that he was with me.

Scratch that, he can't get out of his lease :(