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Ok, let me vent for a while because my family is making me want to scream. My mom has been overly annoying lately. I can't tell though if she's really that annoying or if it's just because nothing has been going on lately and I've been spending most of my time at home.
Regardless, this them trying to sell the house is making my life hell. Let's see:
-Getting yelled at for leaving a can on my desk because the house has to be spotless.
-Getting all my clothes from one of the packed boxes poured out onto the couch in an attempt to force me to go through them. Funny, because I already went through them once, you know, that time I packed them. Thanks mom. Oh, and going through my stuff in general pisses me off, she has a habit of doing that lately when she's "making sure things are clean," fuck off.
-Getting woken up early every day on my weekend because they're either showing the house (Which is bogus in itself, making me leave for a fucking hour with nowhere to go) or drilling/vaccuuming/etc outside my bedroom.
-Once I wake up Charlie tends to stop making noise and then hogs the fucking living room all day by either watching sports or NAPPING! WHAT THE HELLL!L{MDM }W
-taking the fridge and stove out before I have to get ready for work so that I have to dodge all this shit in the little time I have to get ready and search for all my food and stuff and wind up forgetting half my food.
-not replacing the fridge or stove so that I can't make dinner and not warning me beforehand so that I can stop and get dinner somewhere, oh, that and saying "Well, don't go out, I'm going out for takeout soon" and then turning around and just getting fucking Taco Bell. ARE YOU KIDDING?
-Parking in my spot even though she knows what time I come home so that I have to wait for her to come out and go through the hassle of trading parking spots in the freezing cold, ughh!
-Deleting my DVRs all the time.
-Sean putting in his obnoxious two cents when me and my mom are arguing.
Etc etc etc.
I need something to relieve my stress. It's over the top and I'm going to snap any day now. I don't know what to do. It's like anger at my family mixed with depression from a mood swing and being lonely mixed with boredom from the lack of anything worth doing outside of the house on my weekend or after work mixed with uncertainty because I don't know what the hell is going to happen to me if they do sell this house. I either have to live in my fucking car or something if I want to keep my job or move to Derry and start a new job for like two months and then come back for school. This move at this time is just completely fucking stupid and useless. After everything they've done to me over the past few weeks they have the nerve to call me selfish for being pissed off. How the hell else should I react?
Regardless, this them trying to sell the house is making my life hell. Let's see:
-Getting yelled at for leaving a can on my desk because the house has to be spotless.
-Getting all my clothes from one of the packed boxes poured out onto the couch in an attempt to force me to go through them. Funny, because I already went through them once, you know, that time I packed them. Thanks mom. Oh, and going through my stuff in general pisses me off, she has a habit of doing that lately when she's "making sure things are clean," fuck off.
-Getting woken up early every day on my weekend because they're either showing the house (Which is bogus in itself, making me leave for a fucking hour with nowhere to go) or drilling/vaccuuming/etc outside my bedroom.
-Once I wake up Charlie tends to stop making noise and then hogs the fucking living room all day by either watching sports or NAPPING! WHAT THE HELLL!L{MDM }W
-taking the fridge and stove out before I have to get ready for work so that I have to dodge all this shit in the little time I have to get ready and search for all my food and stuff and wind up forgetting half my food.
-not replacing the fridge or stove so that I can't make dinner and not warning me beforehand so that I can stop and get dinner somewhere, oh, that and saying "Well, don't go out, I'm going out for takeout soon" and then turning around and just getting fucking Taco Bell. ARE YOU KIDDING?
-Parking in my spot even though she knows what time I come home so that I have to wait for her to come out and go through the hassle of trading parking spots in the freezing cold, ughh!
-Deleting my DVRs all the time.
-Sean putting in his obnoxious two cents when me and my mom are arguing.
Etc etc etc.
I need something to relieve my stress. It's over the top and I'm going to snap any day now. I don't know what to do. It's like anger at my family mixed with depression from a mood swing and being lonely mixed with boredom from the lack of anything worth doing outside of the house on my weekend or after work mixed with uncertainty because I don't know what the hell is going to happen to me if they do sell this house. I either have to live in my fucking car or something if I want to keep my job or move to Derry and start a new job for like two months and then come back for school. This move at this time is just completely fucking stupid and useless. After everything they've done to me over the past few weeks they have the nerve to call me selfish for being pissed off. How the hell else should I react?