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All of us went camping last night at Bulow Plantation (Home of the 14 sex affenders might i add.)
12 girls, one cabin, rain, bugs, dirt, hotdogs, smores, bugspray (used as perfume), and NO shooting stars..
It was quite an expirence, and ive come to the drastic conclusion that camping is just not for me..
FUCK YES.
Yeah so im leaving for NY on the 14th.
and i might not be coming back for awhile..
So the whole family is going up on the 14th, and they are all coming back on like the 19th.
But i might stay up there when they leave, only for like 10 days. Then Mike will fly up on like the 25th spend a few days up there with me, then Mike and I will fly back down. And we will be home in time for the show on the 29th, if all goes according to plan.
Should i do that, or just come back home?
Despite of all the things we've ever said.
We both need to move ahead.
I need to let go, and you need to forget.
Constantly i can barely breathe,
whats the point today?
I wish you were next to me
If only you could see..
Im dying here and i just cant breathe.
The passion is still there,
but so ate all the lies.
they fell from your mouth.
you couldnt hold them inside.
I cant believe a word you say.
To this day i thought you cared.
When im not with you, my heart aches.
I need to see your face.
One look into your eyes will heal all this pain.
AMEN.
And Goodnight.
im going on about 24 hours of non sleep.
and im feeling pretty damn good.