May 24, 2006 19:46
A little of me dies each time
You struggle and say my name
Your heart gives up too easily
So I never feel the same
I'm more tired than I've ever been
Just waiting for your call each day
And I don't want to be this way
Not knowing what to say
I dont blame my heart for this
That's just not fair
He took me by the hand that day,
And it was love,i swear
Now, Six long months have faded
Love will be love,
It just won't pass
And as much as I want to give up
I know that I just can't
And then when I finally realize;
That it's my heart, and not his
He reaches back out for me
And pulls me back inside
With words, glances, and simple whispers
He takes my breath away
And it's been so long since you were mine, too
Now I wish I was over you
My day goes all wrong because
My heart only mends,
To be broken again
I just wish it would stop doing that
Our lives have changed
Because of each other
Now, life won't be the same
We didn't think we'd get so close
And boy, look how wrong we were
Our lives spiral downward
Like the snow in December
And I remember, those nights in December
How our hearts could touch each other
Oh, just take me back to that night
When things were so good
Christmas time was in the air,
As we untangled your earings and my hair
When inside jokes took bloom
When that bracelet meant the world
When that letter made you smile
You looked up at me and said,
"I wish you didn't write in cursive"
The New Year took a bad turn,
We ruined our lives with drug induced lies
And our hearts were torn
A litte of me dies each time,
You struggle to say my name
Is it because you're so short of breath
Because, you're always too high
Well, Baby, I hope you realize
That life goes on
With or without me
But that's no excuse to leave