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i had such a good night last night. (besides the raining/my car sucks/almost dying part)
after a near death experience, hence why i don't drive my shitty-ass car on the highway in torrential downpours, i went to eat at some place in newburyport with some of my mom's family because my cousin is home from the navy for a little while. it was really sad seeing him because i hate the navy & i miss dave. & i know i shoudn't be so sad about dave when two of my cousins are there too, but i am. & i want dave to come home because i love him a lot. while we were at dinner, though, like OMGZ, guess who we bumped into. the INFAMOUS grampa beanie. i love it how my own grandfather says hi to my mom's whole family & then doesn't even acknowledge my brother & i, you know, the only ones there who he is actually related to? he's a shitbag. & when we were leaving my brother went to his table to say goodbye. & i didn't. & i thoroughly enjoyed making that miserable old man & his fat wife feel like shit. i hope he knows that. & i hope he cried himself to sleep last night. god, i fucking hate him.
after dinner my brother & i sped off to see ryanjackson live. & it was so happy there seeing ryan play because he said my birthday party would be his last show ever. everyone was singing along & everyone was happy. & i took a lot of pictures, but i need a working scanner for my polaroids.
then the crew all went to freeman's house after because freeman's parents are gone for like a week. & it was so much fun. mostly because casey & ryan should never drink due to their total disregard to human life & pretty much just sanity in general. it was out of control, but a VERY good time nonetheless. & i really can't wait until tonight when we repeat it.
i love those boys so much. i don't know where i would be without them. last night ryan & i actually got along very well, which we haven't been lately. & i am so happy because i love him so much & i missed being best friends. & i really like it when casey feels the need to tell me i mean so much to him & he loves me. really. it makes me very happy. even if he was drunk last night.
OH YEAH. don't ever buy a shitty old convertible. because IT WILL leak in the rain. & your seat WILL get soaked.
i love my boys. holy shit, i love them so much. i am in such a happy mood. ♥