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_____disasters

redneck, not hick

Mar 03, 2005 17:41

basically, i just wrote everything i wanted to say and it got erased.

this is publiced & un#'d because it's an entry for someone to read.

( so here you go alison. )

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___untamed March 4 2005, 02:29:23 UTC

we have both changed....and i quite smoking pot ask charlie ( ... )

_____disasters March 4 2005, 02:33:32 UTC

i'm not being a hyprocrite. the whole point of saying i'm trying to change is because i used to do those things, but it's a waste of time. i know i did, i smoked with you and drank with you so why would i say it as if i haven't done it, i'm not denying it.
i'm not saying you're fucked up and you need psychological help. you need someone to make you realize whats really important and your life, and thats not my place.
another world? what's that? one that makes sense?
i'm not arguing this either.

___untamed March 4 2005, 02:41:07 UTC

what i mean is another world...one that is different from what we used to have....thats all i meant...
and i wasn't really saying you denied doing that stuff..
and i have found someone who has helped me realize what is important in my life...his name is charlie..
he made me realize that i don't wanna smoke pot anymorre and an unnamed has helped me figure out that i need to quit smoking which will be happening as soon as i finish my last 4 cigs.....
i don't lok at this as an argue ment i look at this a converation...

_____disasters March 4 2005, 02:53:09 UTC

i understand you and charlie are happy and i am SO happy for you that youve find someone that plays a constant in your life. but don't you want to go to school and pass and go to classes next year? i donno maybe thats just me...
unnamed? okay.
then lets converse

___untamed March 4 2005, 02:58:47 UTC

unnamed....someone from VA who has always been there...RICHARD WEEKES...lol...he begged me today to please quit and he has constantly been asking me so i finally gave into his concern.....
and courtney i am SO much happier than you would know for you and renzo....
and i do want to go to school and pass...and i'm passing all my classes but geometry and science an di can pull off passing scince...but geometry no....
and next year i have to be more serious minded...i have future plans and i need o start excepting responsibilty school wise...becuz i just really get bored an dthats why i skip class periods or school for that matter...which friday is the last day i'm skipping so i will b ein school....
if you wanna knw the truth
i really don't want to stop being your friend...i wish we could work this out ya know...? maybe thats just me...but then again.....i am a softy

_____disasters March 4 2005, 03:06:31 UTC

well thank god for richard weekes. ;]
i understand what its like to wanna fuck, i havent in two weeks, trust me, but can't you just wait until the weekend? we have a quiz tomorrow, three grades, doesn't that sound important at all? you could get a D if you just tried.
[you always were a softy ;) ]

___untamed March 4 2005, 03:10:46 UTC

courtney you know me better than almost anybody down here....
and friday isn't about fucking really...we juts don't wanna deal with school and we wanna spend a day 2gether just me and him all alone..ya know...without ralpha nd the gang around...charlie and i never get that....and i can make up h quiz...i know i can
i mean...lets do this.....me and you this weekend will somehow get to the beach... we will spend the day there...me and you...and catch up and fix our friendship
becuz honestly courtney an di believe you will agree... we were and still can be to good of friends to let US goto waste

_____disasters March 4 2005, 03:15:38 UTC

i could try but i dont know if i can. sat. i have tpt's show in gables and sun. maybe i could.
the weather is probably going to be SHIT this weekend for a beach day.
yeah school fucking sucks, but you have to deal. you should just go and suck it up. if i could just not go one day i would, but theres priorities. just tell ralph and the gang you want a day alone. theyll understand, if not, fuck em foreal. school is something you have to deal with. i know what its like to just want to leave, and i have, but i'd rather get it over with and just have a blast after.

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