May 25, 2005 22:53
Today was rather dull.
This morning before class, I was with Chase for a while.
We talked and all that fun nonsense.
The bell rang.
I asked him if I could have a hug.
He pats me on the back.
I told him I’m not a fucking animal.
He grabs and gives me the biggest hug I’ve ever gotten.
Then, he looks at me with his big blue eyes and
ays bye to me in the most pitiful way.
It was heartrending.
I adore him.
I couldn’t find a ride to go into school late,
because I didn’t have to go to study hall.
It’s not a requirement.
I studied for 15 minutes for my history final.
I was somewhat bored in that class.
So, I drew all over my arm.
I have a lot of safety pins on my bag,
I took one out and I stuck in my thumb.
I don’t know why I did it. Haha.
It was weird.
It stuck in there.
I couldn’t get it out.
I had to rip it out.
Felt kind of good.
I didn’t exactly do anything today.
I played with Hunter for a little while.
After playing with Hunter, I talked to Timothy.
He told me I was the love of his life.
That made my day.
I asked Timmy what he thought of my hair.
Since, Kevin wouldn’t stop calling me “emo” today.
I can’t help it that my hair is like that.
That is where my part is, plus I have a cowlick there.
Cowlick… that is an amusing word.
Oh yeah, so Timmy said I looked beautiful.
I wonder what this summer has to bring me.