i know the last thing you want to hear is someone saying "OMG i know exactly what you mean!" so know that im not saying that.
for the past months i've just felt so annoyed by everything and everyone. everything has been such a drag. i'm tired. i'm literally worn out. i don't want it anymore. i'm sick of the same thing. all the time. i want to move away, at least just for a while. just to get a change of atmosphere. honestly, i would move to oregon in a heart beat if the rest of my family wasn't here. that's with no offense to friends, but i'm just sick of everyone saying the same jokes, doing the same things. i think we all have gone through the same experiences, the same situations, the same routine eveyday, one too many days. i want to leave. go away. by myself. i honestly can't think of one person right now that i could put up with anymore unless they felt the way i do and want to change their mindset of things. someone who doesn't mind a little change. but i truly don't think i would have a problem being alone. i'm so afraid of getting my license--i don't know if i'm ever going to tie myself down to this town.
so i can't say i know what you mean, but i want you to know that we've got our struggles. don't stress out. take your time to figure out the right thing to do to make you stop feeling so bummed. be hopeful.
so know that im not saying that.
for the past months i've just felt so annoyed by everything and everyone. everything has been such a drag. i'm tired. i'm literally worn out. i don't want it anymore. i'm sick of the same thing. all the time. i want to move away, at least just for a while. just to get a change of atmosphere. honestly, i would move to oregon in a heart beat if the rest of my family wasn't here. that's with no offense to friends, but i'm just sick of everyone saying the same jokes, doing the same things. i think we all have gone through the same experiences, the same situations, the same routine eveyday, one too many days. i want to leave. go away. by myself. i honestly can't think of one person right now that i could put up with anymore unless they felt the way i do and want to change their mindset of things. someone who doesn't mind a little change. but i truly don't think i would have a problem being alone. i'm so afraid of getting my license--i don't know if i'm ever going to tie myself down to this town.
so i can't say i know what you mean, but i want you to know that we've got our struggles. don't stress out. take your time to figure out the right thing to do to make you stop feeling so bummed. be hopeful.
love, jessi.
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