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dfkjghelrt UGH.
i feel like just, everything is crashing down and i'm standing in the middle watching it all fall, with nothing affecting me the way it should.
sure, i'm upset that i have no life anymore and that i'm not important enough for anyone to ask me to do things anymore. and sure, i was upset when emily decided she just DIDN'T LIKE ME anymore. but now jesse is apparently really mad at me, and i still have no life, and i still have no friends left, and i still have a lot of people hating me/not caring that i'm alive. and the weird thing is, i care .. A LOT .. in a way, but in another way, i honestly don't.
fffffffft. you know what? i'm DONE with all of this highschool bullshit. i'll do my thing, everyone else can do theirs.
i feel like just, everything is crashing down and i'm standing in the middle watching it all fall, with nothing affecting me the way it should.
sure, i'm upset that i have no life anymore and that i'm not important enough for anyone to ask me to do things anymore. and sure, i was upset when emily decided she just DIDN'T LIKE ME anymore. but now jesse is apparently really mad at me, and i still have no life, and i still have no friends left, and i still have a lot of people hating me/not caring that i'm alive. and the weird thing is, i care .. A LOT .. in a way, but in another way, i honestly don't.
fffffffft. you know what? i'm DONE with all of this highschool bullshit. i'll do my thing, everyone else can do theirs.