Aug 29, 2005 02:05
so uhmmm, i got a hole in my face today.
its called a monroe.
its happy. im happy. you should be happy too.
greg's at SVA for 5 days. and i feel like such a whiney "crybaby" about it [even though im not crying] because first off im lucky i even have him, 2nd off im SO lucky he's only going to school in manhattan rather than school in another state or upstate even, and ugh whatever im just really lucky about that. hes there for 5 days annd we barely got to talk to eachother the past 2 days cause he was busy [packing and shows and stuff] and now he's gone! i got the hole today and he hasnt seen it in person when normally he'd be the first person to see it. whateverrr. i should be visiting him on tuesday though! and thursday is our 4 month [we're lame..!] but i won't be seeing him! i saw him every other first of the month :/ so this is sad, i swear. [it's also ashley's birthday and the first day of school and i also have work that day ughughughhhh!].
oh so, i almost didn't get my hole and i almost couldn't visit greg.
b/c an old cousin of mine died.
when i say old, i mean she was my father's cousin, which means she was my like .. great-cousin or something haha. but i knew her pretty well, saw her for a lot of family occasions type thing, she was always there throughout my life for random occasions, so its not like i didnt know who she was. but then again, i didnt even know she was sick, so it wasnt a big deal to me. [apparently everyone else knew?]
soo her funeral was today, this morning actually. at like 1030am. and i had work from 2-7, and i knew the piercing place opened at 12 so i had basically no chance of getting it done today and i had my little heart set on itt!%@#$ also, because of work, i was going to have to do the whole jewish sitting thing on tuesday when i had been thinking of vising greg on tuesday, and my parents were going both today and tuesday, so i had to go to one or the other and work kind of ruled today out. sooo i called work and said death in the family and alicia said take the day offf do what i have to. SO, not only did i sit tonight so that i dont need to on tuesday [which means a lot to me b/c tuesday is the last non-school-night of the summer] but i also got my piercing! well that's my story. i had to get it all out to absolutely no one. so, yea.
oh and im pretty sure my piercing is either going to fall out, ill pull it out, ill pull it out while im eating, or ill overclean it, or i wont clean it enough. either way, i just knoww something will go wrong with it.
it really didnt hurt as badly as i thought it would.
it kind of just felt like a needle going through my skin. hahaha. maybe b/c thats all it was? k im done my hands are dry and im sad b/c i want greg so badly. sighhh.
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