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Ughhh. I'm so fucking frustrated!
I'm sick of sitting in classes watching movies with people doing something with their lives.
I want to be out there doing something! I want to be making discoveries.
I want to be falling in love. I want to be affecting lives.
I want to not be a teenager stuck in classes where the students are actually being held back by the less than competent teachers.
I just feel like I have so much drive and determination but I'm just not being let go.
Afdjkaldjfiajdfkj! I hate this feeling more than anything!
Seeing all the seniors make plans for college and later makes me angry. These kids are getting let out to do what they choose with their lives and they're wasting that gift by figuring out which schools have the most parties. If I were them I would be so excited and driven and just.. fidafidjf.. actually doing something productive!
Sorry for my agitation. I just.. ugh.. I'm sick of just sitting around waiting for my time to show the world what I can do. Phooey.
I'm sick of sitting in classes watching movies with people doing something with their lives.
I want to be out there doing something! I want to be making discoveries.
I want to be falling in love. I want to be affecting lives.
I want to not be a teenager stuck in classes where the students are actually being held back by the less than competent teachers.
I just feel like I have so much drive and determination but I'm just not being let go.
Afdjkaldjfiajdfkj! I hate this feeling more than anything!
Seeing all the seniors make plans for college and later makes me angry. These kids are getting let out to do what they choose with their lives and they're wasting that gift by figuring out which schools have the most parties. If I were them I would be so excited and driven and just.. fidafidjf.. actually doing something productive!
Sorry for my agitation. I just.. ugh.. I'm sick of just sitting around waiting for my time to show the world what I can do. Phooey.