Dec 12, 2005 15:20
finally huh? yeah I don't have much to say really...
I just wanted to let everyone know how happy I am... That I have such a sweet boyfriend... who cares for me like no one else I've ever met in my life. He's so sweet to me... and treats me like a princess... which I've never had. He makes me feel sooo good in my own skin its crazy. lol he calls me a teddy bear lmfao... cuz he said I'm so comfortable to cuddle with... anytime I'm not with him... I just die a little... God I know thats crazy... but he's so fun to be around... he's opened my world up for new possiblities, things I've never knew I could do or things I've never thought I could be. u all know I have anxiety, but with him... its like I'm a kid again... and I don't worry... I feel like nothing could harm me as long as he's here... I know we've already experianced some weird things, but even tho that was happening, I felt... safe lol. He says the most... romantic things to me... I could just get lost inside of his eyes. he told me last night that he wished time could just stop so we could hold eachother forever... lol, that sounds sooo cheesey, but yet... so sweet in a way. AH I can't wait to see him again lol.
other than that, work blows... both jobs suck haha. Well blockbuster is okay but its boring.. I like the free rentals :D but other than that, nothing is new on that.
I haven't gotten any christmas shopping done... I have no idea what I'm going to do cuz I'm FLAT BROKE. I have no money on me till thursday, and even then... I will be FLAT BROKE. So I'm hoping that it wont be SO bad... that I'll be able to get some christmas shopping done. I know what I want to get Michael, and I know what I'm getting my mom... but I don't know what I want to get my other friends... EH I hate christmas sometimes lol. Expecially when your broke.
My ankle is killing me :( lol... oh well tho, I think I might go to the doctors about it tho, cuz it hurts up and down my foot...
Anyway thats about it... nothing is that new... I'll get some more pictures of me and Ed and possibly some of friends as well here... Talk to y'all later. :D