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i'm bored, so i'll update.
Work has been so hectic! i sware, but i still love it.
Tomorrow starts christmas music, I CAN NOT WAIT <3
too bad the back girls can't listen to it, which is me :[
I never really have anything to say on here latley,
i'm just so ... blahhh now. i think it's the seasons changing.
but i do feel like colleen i've been only going out on weekends,
& i've been having to force myself to go out, which is gay.
lmffao
I didn't go to the gym all last week, i haven't went since before i crashed that car,
but what i have been doing is sleeping and eating fast food 2 times daily, ew.
i only gain wieght in my stomache, and it's sick as hell.
i going to start going to the gym, i wish i had a partner to go w/ so i would sauna and stuff.
i feel dumb doing that alone though. & i'm going to get some diet pills, they seem to be working for brooke, & i need to do something.. my body is out of control.
Well i'm all moved, & found all of my 'missing' belongings.
i still don't have a bed up, i'm refusing to put it in my room,
it's just impossible so i'm trying to get my 'bedroom' to be the makeup & computer room
and then my bed and tv downstairs, which i think is a marvilous idea.
I like this house... but i miss my old junky one. lmffao
i went and bought clogs today, & i think i'm getting more control over my shopping // spending money problem! i don't want to jinx myself though.
i need to get all my clothes from everybody though, i have so much loaned out, expessially to carla, lmffao i have a whole list for her.
ugh.
life is just a drag latley,
i still need to apply for my finiacial aide or whatever,
but i hate sitting on the computer how it's set up here.
i want to start beauty school but idk how that's going to work.
i need to do more research on that, & i have to look into nurseing classes.
@ wayne state i want to go. I also need to start looking for a car,
26 days until my birhday! :]
my hair is getting so long, & i love it.
last time my hair was long i got so frusterated i chopped it all off,
then i cryed for weeks, lmffao never again will i do that!
i'm just so blah latley,
idk i think i'm getting depressed again,
idk why though? i have no reason to be.
i just... ugh idk how to explain it.
sometimes i just wish ... idk
ugh. just so blah.
my face is breaking out , & my back hurts
i got tons of laundry to do and law and order is on.
i'm going to go lay on my couch like every other night and get fat
i dont have work tomarrow andi will just be a bum then too.
well idk.
people piss me off.
so do my contacts, well bye bye.
Work has been so hectic! i sware, but i still love it.
Tomorrow starts christmas music, I CAN NOT WAIT <3
too bad the back girls can't listen to it, which is me :[
I never really have anything to say on here latley,
i'm just so ... blahhh now. i think it's the seasons changing.
but i do feel like colleen i've been only going out on weekends,
& i've been having to force myself to go out, which is gay.
lmffao
I didn't go to the gym all last week, i haven't went since before i crashed that car,
but what i have been doing is sleeping and eating fast food 2 times daily, ew.
i only gain wieght in my stomache, and it's sick as hell.
i going to start going to the gym, i wish i had a partner to go w/ so i would sauna and stuff.
i feel dumb doing that alone though. & i'm going to get some diet pills, they seem to be working for brooke, & i need to do something.. my body is out of control.
Well i'm all moved, & found all of my 'missing' belongings.
i still don't have a bed up, i'm refusing to put it in my room,
it's just impossible so i'm trying to get my 'bedroom' to be the makeup & computer room
and then my bed and tv downstairs, which i think is a marvilous idea.
I like this house... but i miss my old junky one. lmffao
i went and bought clogs today, & i think i'm getting more control over my shopping // spending money problem! i don't want to jinx myself though.
i need to get all my clothes from everybody though, i have so much loaned out, expessially to carla, lmffao i have a whole list for her.
ugh.
life is just a drag latley,
i still need to apply for my finiacial aide or whatever,
but i hate sitting on the computer how it's set up here.
i want to start beauty school but idk how that's going to work.
i need to do more research on that, & i have to look into nurseing classes.
@ wayne state i want to go. I also need to start looking for a car,
26 days until my birhday! :]
my hair is getting so long, & i love it.
last time my hair was long i got so frusterated i chopped it all off,
then i cryed for weeks, lmffao never again will i do that!
i'm just so blah latley,
idk i think i'm getting depressed again,
idk why though? i have no reason to be.
i just... ugh idk how to explain it.
sometimes i just wish ... idk
ugh. just so blah.
my face is breaking out , & my back hurts
i got tons of laundry to do and law and order is on.
i'm going to go lay on my couch like every other night and get fat
i dont have work tomarrow andi will just be a bum then too.
well idk.
people piss me off.
so do my contacts, well bye bye.