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i feel sick right now,
like that nervous, scared kind of sick,
but i have no idea why, i have no reason to feel that way.
i also feel like so sad and so drained, i honestly just need a hug so badly right now.
if anyone were to hug me i would be perfectly fine, its just what i need now more than anything.
i feel like im on the verge of tears for no reason.
everyones life is so amazing right now,
everyone has someone, and i am completely alone.
im glad everyone is so happy, and that theyve all found some special someone,
i just wish i could come along for the ride.
i hear him call her name, and im wishing so hard it was mine, and im wishing that he'd ever felt the same way i did, and do about him. i know he doesnt. he doesnt see me that way, we're not even friends, and he would never give me a second glance. this feeling is so strange and so unexpected and just so out of the blue. i dont want to feel like this, believe me, things would be much easier if i didnt, but when i heard him call her name, such love in his voice, it honestly broke my heart.
i cant do this anymore, i want to go away somewhere for a while and come back when everything is perfect, either that or i want a hug.
like that nervous, scared kind of sick,
but i have no idea why, i have no reason to feel that way.
i also feel like so sad and so drained, i honestly just need a hug so badly right now.
if anyone were to hug me i would be perfectly fine, its just what i need now more than anything.
i feel like im on the verge of tears for no reason.
everyones life is so amazing right now,
everyone has someone, and i am completely alone.
im glad everyone is so happy, and that theyve all found some special someone,
i just wish i could come along for the ride.
i hear him call her name, and im wishing so hard it was mine, and im wishing that he'd ever felt the same way i did, and do about him. i know he doesnt. he doesnt see me that way, we're not even friends, and he would never give me a second glance. this feeling is so strange and so unexpected and just so out of the blue. i dont want to feel like this, believe me, things would be much easier if i didnt, but when i heard him call her name, such love in his voice, it honestly broke my heart.
i cant do this anymore, i want to go away somewhere for a while and come back when everything is perfect, either that or i want a hug.