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one
two
buckle
my
SHOES that you threw in the water
my favorite pair
they walked these steps
from here and back
CRAP
if could crumble this journal, i'd do it in a heart beat
only to go back to my garbage can
find it empty
and wonder why i threw something so precious away.
but the only thing you're worth, baby
is to be inside my garbage can
and you can take your lyrics too
STEAL MY DREAMS
make your own interpretations
say you made it
say you had an illusion
if you feel like you're not sure of who you are, because of the people around you,observe.observe your mother sleeping from her long days work, observe your father on the couch in his distilled boxers scratching his balls, observe your phone, no one's called you in days,
if you feel like you've lost
take a pill.
if you know you have been wearing the same panties for the past week because they're the last pair he saw you in, and you're feeling vulnerable, your porn on the computer isn't helping too much because you're not arroused about how disgusting you are,
take another pill.
if you feel this is the end
it's better if you keep them closed.