i love you. <3
Him: i'm shakin so bad, you do't understand.
Him: i want to be with you so fucking bad, that's the truth
Him: please just give me one chance, in person.
Him: then if you decide you don't want anything between us, fine.
Him: jesica, truth is, i do want to be with you, and no matter what you say, and how many times you tell me you want nothing to do with me, i'm going to keep trying, keep going for what i want most.. and that's you. i love you so much jes.
so, i know in the past few entires I bad mouthed Jon.
but i gave him a chance last night.
we hung out, and i have seriously never been so happy.
just him holding me, his kisses, and the tears we both shared and the one little fight we had in the car.
made me realize so much.
i know what he did was wrong, but i believe in second chances.
and i couldn't just pass this up.
he told the other girl on the phone right in front of me that they're is nothing between them and he finally figured out his feelings and that he loves me and wants to be with me.
so now i'm hoping that things will get better between us, no more stupid little fights over jealousy or anything.
it's never been so hard to leave somebody like it was last night.
i miss him already. =[
Him: but i'll wait for you, forever.
Him: you're so cute
Him: go to sleep, but have sweet dreams.
Him: i'll be dreaming of you sweetie.
Him: i want to be with you so fucking bad, that's the truth
Him: please just give me one chance, in person.
Him: then if you decide you don't want anything between us, fine.
Him: jesica, truth is, i do want to be with you, and no matter what you say, and how many times you tell me you want nothing to do with me, i'm going to keep trying, keep going for what i want most.. and that's you. i love you so much jes.
so, i know in the past few entires I bad mouthed Jon.
but i gave him a chance last night.
we hung out, and i have seriously never been so happy.
just him holding me, his kisses, and the tears we both shared and the one little fight we had in the car.
made me realize so much.
i know what he did was wrong, but i believe in second chances.
and i couldn't just pass this up.
he told the other girl on the phone right in front of me that they're is nothing between them and he finally figured out his feelings and that he loves me and wants to be with me.
so now i'm hoping that things will get better between us, no more stupid little fights over jealousy or anything.
it's never been so hard to leave somebody like it was last night.
i miss him already. =[
Him: but i'll wait for you, forever.
Him: you're so cute
Him: go to sleep, but have sweet dreams.
Him: i'll be dreaming of you sweetie.