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[_____adoration]

an amazing night +some.
me, hannah, sarrah, mike, sam, joe &tim went snowboarding and sledding.
had a huge snow ball fight, i got buried in the damn snow.
they just love ganging up on me, bitches.

i've realized my moods change so drasticly.
and i really hate it.
i went from being so happy &hyper to sad &pissed off.

i just realized that i miss so many people.
+hanging out with him the other night made me think.
i hate the fact that we barely talk anymore, he made a huge impact on my life and then BAM! our friendship like ended.
&i wish things could just go back to how they used to be.
but i know that's impossible.

i don't want to getclose to anybody anymore.
i lose you guys way too quickly and i just can't take it anymore.
my friends mean everything to me, and i don't think they realize it.
gah.

and i'm so sick of getting screwed over by guys.
don't fucking tell me &MY MOM that you plan on sticking around for a while because i mean so much to you and then a few days later you end it.
asshole.

i'm so confused//blahh.
kbye.