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I just pissed Bobbie off.. Gah.. I don't know. I'm always screwing shit up.. For the past few weeks I've been cutting and Stef doesn't know.. but she does now.. (Stef ;; I'm sorry. You know how I get when I'm depressed, and I'm tired of going to you all the time when shit goes down.)
Last night Bobbie said if I cut that she'd cut too and got all upset. I hate guilt trips. It's the only way to get my pain out. I mean. Hello. Gah. I'm not going to go on and on about how pathetic I am. It only makes me feel even more pathetic.
I don't know.. I'm going to e-mail Bobbie and then put my uniform in the wash and go cry my dumbass to sleep till I have to work..
..Kieara
Last night Bobbie said if I cut that she'd cut too and got all upset. I hate guilt trips. It's the only way to get my pain out. I mean. Hello. Gah. I'm not going to go on and on about how pathetic I am. It only makes me feel even more pathetic.
I don't know.. I'm going to e-mail Bobbie and then put my uniform in the wash and go cry my dumbass to sleep till I have to work..
..Kieara