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i am going away for a while. cornwall seems like a much better place than bristol at the moment... anywhere seems better than wherever i happen to be... i hate that.
i am taking books, lots of new and beautiful music and cosy clothes. i will sit on beaches, in sand dunes and on the tops of big rocks. i will listen to patrick wolf and bjork and everything will seem wonderful, beautiful, tragic and perfect. my friends will run in circles around me and down the beach and i will laugh at them and feel happy to be there with them. there will be a long journey and we will discuss things that are going to happen soon and how these things make us happy and sad at the same time...
then we will all go our separate ways for another year. i will miss them and they will miss me and next summer we will do it all again.
i am so sad at the moment. its hard to feel happy, it doesnt seem to come naturally. i am trying though... oh yes, i am trying...
i am taking books, lots of new and beautiful music and cosy clothes. i will sit on beaches, in sand dunes and on the tops of big rocks. i will listen to patrick wolf and bjork and everything will seem wonderful, beautiful, tragic and perfect. my friends will run in circles around me and down the beach and i will laugh at them and feel happy to be there with them. there will be a long journey and we will discuss things that are going to happen soon and how these things make us happy and sad at the same time...
then we will all go our separate ways for another year. i will miss them and they will miss me and next summer we will do it all again.
i am so sad at the moment. its hard to feel happy, it doesnt seem to come naturally. i am trying though... oh yes, i am trying...