try to not be awkward, i know you just wanna drink
things are going really well between kyle and i. hes a wonderful person. im lucky to have him around. he goes shopping with me and doesnt mind how annoying i am haha, and he volunteers to drive all the time, and he doesnt always just want to sit around and do nothing, even if i do haha. were going out to dinner tomorrow and going to the art gallery like we were supposed to last week but instead we ended up sitting around with my big crazy family haha.
work is shitty, but tolerable i guess. thats what happens when youre there like, every day. haha.
im really worried about a lot of things that have been going on lately. i worry for other people because i wish they would worry more about themselves, i guess. which is kindof like wow nicole, youre a serious wet blanket but like ... idk. everyone is changing so much and probably not for the better, but people have to learn things for themselves, right? i dont know. im not sure what i think. i dont know how to say what i want to.
i think were running out of alcohol, tonight i hate this fucking town
and all my best friends will be the death of me
but they will never remember, remember?
so please, take me far away before i melt into the ground
and all my words get used against me.