Aug 13, 2006 11:57
I had another dream about him last night...I only remember a little part of it though.
We were laying on his bed and I asked him what he wanted for his birthday, but for some reason his birthday was in August instead of April. But, he said that he wanted a white blanket and I asked him why and he said because it reminds him of me because of how I lay there with my innocence or something. Then he asked me what I wanted and before I could answer he was like, nevermind,I know what I'm getting you. I hate your shoes.
...he always said that.
I think he might not be coming home. We haven't talked for 9 days. I dont believe that he could be that upset about me leaving his show. Either hes that upset about it, or hes just done with me. Either way, I'm sorry. Too bad you'll never see this. Or anything of mine...but,I think you have a few things of mine, come to think of it. You have my dream book...and something else, which I forgot lol damnit. Oh, you have my "Another State of Mind" dvd. Dont fuck with Mike Ness man, I need that back lol. Speaking of Mike Ness, please start talking to me way before we go see Social Distortion, because if you dont, I will be forced to push you onto the oncoming train tracks.