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ben antaya no longer has my heart.
b/c he smashed it up and let it fall threw his hands in to a million tiny pieaces and i just cant stop crying.
i need to be with my friends.
im going to see erica and the twins.
and nick burt will cuddle me and make things better.
i did get flowers from a real man today.
my came over with them out of no where.
i want to die.
and i feel so fucking sick to my stomach.
ugh.