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Feb 21, 2032 18:05

Well iv been strangely enamored with making stencils lately. Its really fun. I have been surprisingly decent the past couple of weeks, i have found a bunch of people that just make me feel awesome. I have also have been obsessed with the spill canvas, its sort of strange. Alot of people that i have been talking to lately have been really encouraging just in general. They live life as it comes at them, and they dont worry about the future, or pout about the past (im not referring to anyone specific im just stateing). I have learned or come to realize that, if someone i love enjoys being with someone that i might not like, i need to not be selfish and be mad at them. Because if you love them then you will be glad for them that they are happy. Having that mindset has taken a very large load off my mind. At this stage of my life i have had a really hard time with a wide range of things. Then again i have had a really good time. There have been alot of good things that have ended that were amazing while they lasted. Im just going to go and have fun and enjoy my life while im living. Making it miserable is completely and utterly pointless. Why would you choose to be miserable, i mean its a simple question. I not attacking anyone, i just hate it that some of my friends are miserable and that i cant do a damn thing to help them. I love every single one of the people that have been nice to me at least once or twice, because either at one point or another you have had some kind of an impact on my life. All of those who have hard feeling towards me, im sorry you feel that way. Now on a different note, i want a tattoo, but i dont know what of or where, or if i want to deal with the pain because im a puss. I have slept 2 hours in the past 3 days, my body isnt functioning properly, resting time. Good day to you all.

<3 Rem
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