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Okay, today was crazy awesome, and crazy wierd, i went to church and slept in my car, after church was over my family and i went to some bar and ate, then Sara came and picked me up that was awesome, we then ventured back to her house for a spell, slept from an estimated time of about say an hour and a half, when i woke her up she was grumpy, after she was fully awakened, we went to starbucks where we met Danny, it was neat. Then Danny offered Sara a ciggarette and i totally flipped out,( that i later came to find out that it was due to the new ADHD medicine im taking that i flipped out ) but anyway, i totally flipeed out and got really mad at Sara it was as though i couldnt control my body ( by the way it was my first day on this medicine ) but then i realized how i had no reason to get angry at her, and i felt like shit for making her feel like shit, i appologized, and it took her a while to get to the point she would talk to me, (which is totally understandable) then she went to church and i watched her practice hand bells, it was mesmorizing, then she played piano and i sat and watched her she is simply enchanting, then David and I played piano together and hardcore danced to nothing, it was fun AND drank hot chocolate to be warm. After Sara was done doing hand bells again she dropped David off, and then drove me back out to my house. I love Sara with all of me heart, and she loves me aswell. Knowing that she can forgive me for being a comlete asshole, is so wonderful, i love Sara with all of my heart, and noone will ever be able to change that, ever. Sara i <9 you.