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alright so this weekend was the worst weekend ever. for the past 48 hours i've been sitting on this damn couch and watching spring break in cancun with MTV, and extreame makeover home addition, and nickaloadan. (soo exciting) alright well last night my dad comes up to me and says, "I need to talk to you, and you just tell me when your ready." so im like alright talk now. and he starts to go on and on about what i did last friday night, and my atempting to skip school on friday. and tells me how he thinks im hanging around "the wrong crowd," and how all he wants from me is for me to go good in school. also that my dads dissapointed in me and doesnt trust me; and problley not for a long time. ha (yeah, and my pops and i never had had one of these talks before.) then my tells me stright up, " IF YOU KEEP HANGING AROUND THESE KINDS OF PEOPLE YOUR EAITHER GOING TO GET RAPED, DEAD, OR IN GAIL!!!! hahahaha; yeah but then i was really crying. then i hear my dad talling my stepmom, stepbrotehr, and my stepbothers girlfriend, allll about what i did. =/ (that fucker) so then after that "talk" i called josh and i wanted to talk to him and such, but i really couldnt say anything and i have no clue why. for the rest of the night i felt like shit. so today my dad approches my couch and says, "you don't have to lay on your ass all day, you can hangout with me. you can ask me to do something with you and we can go somewhere." noooo thanks daddio. another plus i have school tomorrow, and im faced with eaither ISS, (for trying to skip school with michelle on friday) =] hahaha; or the teachers that know i did and are dissapointed in me. so yeah life kinda blows right now. but i just stole the goods from my pops. =] shhh. so for a couple of hours i should be able to hang on. welll fcuk i miss molly kaylea michelle hannah and carly a lotttttt. <3 and also kinda josh. =/ welllll im not even suppose to be online, and dads coming home pretty soon with my sister from college. and i bet soon enough she'll know what happend toooo. haha welll my and the sis are going to the fair. i love her. but im out, pce.