i'm sick, with my sickness, don't touch me, you'll get this.
ERHMMMM .. YEAH
yeah mkayy no real eljay entry for a while
so here it is.
well, as you know, i went to new york for the vacation.
funfunfunfunashelll.
sorry if i sound a little monotone but,
i'm not in a good mood at all.
::hint hint - story time, so go get your baba ::
i hate it how people can control your mood.
and everyone's
like "you control you."
YEAH FUCKING RIGHT.
if i'm in control, why is it that i
feel like shit because of other people?
uhm, 'scuse me, mr. psychiatrist,
but you're effing WRONG.
uhm yeah well part of it is that
my parents are like officially divorced now.
yippie-frigin' dee. i could nearly piss myself.
another one is .. erhmm ... one of my teachers died.
and i wanted to cry so effin' badly.
and of course, the last problemo with me
is with ..........the opposite sex.
i mean, what else could it be. as unwritten
law says, "i'm useless, and lazy ..... and you hate me,"
ehrm pretty much sums it up. well, he doesn't
hate me, but, it was like perfect and then nothing
so it sure as hell seems like it.
oh yes,another problem, with the woman i could fucking kill.
she said i have to take AP english, but i went behind her
back and told my teacher honors. HA.
that will show her.....fucking bitch.
i can't take bitches anymore. seriously. no
wonder that person doesn't like me anymore,
i've been such a bitch and so hostile lately.
well, if people realize what they're doing
to me, and stop, maybe, just maybe, i'll
be back to normal. UGH.
youdon'tknowwhatyoudotome.
i used to say loveyoulikewhoaaaaa<3 here but .. let's not today.