woahhh woahhh.
SCHOOL. GO AWAY. IM NOT READY.
i have a dentist app tomorrow, which sucks. bahhhh. then band practice with my boys, and then the fair with justin :] im pumped.
everyone somehow ended up at my house tonight, which was really cool except my dad was in a really really bad mood. things have been crazy lately.
wednesday = school clothes shopping.
wanna know something cool? i went from a three to a six within about six months. that cant be good. ive been so ridiculously self conscious about my weight lately, and im not sure why. i think its a combination of not running in a while, and seeing people i havent seen since school who look so much skinnyier. its really upsetting me though. i keep buying clothes so they fit bigger and bigger to try and hide it. i wish i could just be okay with it, or take the inniative to dos omething about it. im stuck :[
i have a dentist app tomorrow, which sucks. bahhhh. then band practice with my boys, and then the fair with justin :] im pumped.
everyone somehow ended up at my house tonight, which was really cool except my dad was in a really really bad mood. things have been crazy lately.
wednesday = school clothes shopping.
wanna know something cool? i went from a three to a six within about six months. that cant be good. ive been so ridiculously self conscious about my weight lately, and im not sure why. i think its a combination of not running in a while, and seeing people i havent seen since school who look so much skinnyier. its really upsetting me though. i keep buying clothes so they fit bigger and bigger to try and hide it. i wish i could just be okay with it, or take the inniative to dos omething about it. im stuck :[