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Do you ever stare into space for hours?
Smoke six cigarettes with out even noticing.
Is it hard to concentrate on one thought for more than 15 seconds?
Do you just sit... and dissect every little thing.
Every fiber in a shirt.
Every line stroke in a letter.
Every click of a keyboard.
Every tone in a voice.
The way the sun light hits a leaf.
The way the wind blows.
The way a car parks in a lot.
The way a hair falls on a desk.
The way your hands shake.
The way your tears build.
The way your heart throbs.
The way your eyes close.
They way your fists clench.
The way you exhale...
And hope that the next breath in wont be so painful...
And then you catch yourself.
You realize what you're doing.
You attempt to get back to work.
Refocus.
Five minutes later your eyes glance over.
You see something, it could be anything.
And then you start to stare.
You light up a cigarette.
You just sit there... dissecting every little thing.
Any distraction will do.
Smoke six cigarettes with out even noticing.
Is it hard to concentrate on one thought for more than 15 seconds?
Do you just sit... and dissect every little thing.
Every fiber in a shirt.
Every line stroke in a letter.
Every click of a keyboard.
Every tone in a voice.
The way the sun light hits a leaf.
The way the wind blows.
The way a car parks in a lot.
The way a hair falls on a desk.
The way your hands shake.
The way your tears build.
The way your heart throbs.
The way your eyes close.
They way your fists clench.
The way you exhale...
And hope that the next breath in wont be so painful...
And then you catch yourself.
You realize what you're doing.
You attempt to get back to work.
Refocus.
Five minutes later your eyes glance over.
You see something, it could be anything.
And then you start to stare.
You light up a cigarette.
You just sit there... dissecting every little thing.
Any distraction will do.